So I got very very drunk and decided that I should probably read some more mail, answer some more questions and put out another update. God damn it! When will I learn?!
I have had feelings for a work colleague for a long time and I have so
far failed to get over her. I knew that nothing could happen between us and in
the likely event she would reject me I would have felt nothing but awkwardness.
We got along very well and I didn't want to jeopardise a good friendship. Now
she has left our workplace and I feel awful just knowing that I won't see her
again as she has moved far away as well. Before I attempted asking someone else
out at work in an effort to get over her who declined and now goes out with
another work colleague making me feel even worse. I know it is cliché but I
can't fathom having feelings for anyone else, at least not for a little while.
To be honest I think I just need reassuring that I will not feel this way for
too long so I don't know if I am wasting your time but nonetheless thank you in
advance.
Yeah…About that…! I’d love to tell you this feeling will pass, but
when I got swore in as an agony uncle I had to take a vow to always be honest.
So I’m afraid you’ll never stop feeling this way, so break out the
hard liquor, Linkin Park and Razor blades and stop wasting my time so I can
help some people who there is actually still some hope for.